The sun is rising from east. i feel that the sun is rising from the north; Then i to querry room of train station. In the waiting room many peoples are sleeping in the room. some body are checking the name of passengers. Then i went to the window , i can remember there was a woman. I show her my map and ask her ,"which train i must to use to find this place?" but she didn't know and replied me,"what is this?" i told her,"Map." Then she again asked me. she was cruelly looking in my eyes straightly
,"what do you want to ask with me?" i haven't knowledge about hindi so reply in English. ,"mam i want to go in Koilakhat , but don't know which train i must to use? can you tell me the train name?" She say something but i can't understand . There are so many crowd. people are talking loudly. people are pushing each other in the queue. Then i think i will ask later. Then i bought a mineral water and start to think. i went in bridge and look down. ,"what can i do?" beggars are asking me some money. but my mind is in other thing. i was in trouble how can i help them?
again i went to the query room . The woman was changed and come other man. and i asked him same question . He reply but i can't understand. in beside me , my same age young boy is standing. he smiled to me and shake with me. He asked me? ,"where are you going brother?" , Then i told him all my problem , i show him the google printed maps. He took the maps and saw for a minute. And he confidently told me," I know the place, come with me." i didn't know, where he is taking me. i am getting confused. He asked me, " For what purpose, you come india?" I get shy, I can't tell him , i come here for the work of coal diging. then i replied a short answer,"Too meet a friend". Then he took me a ticket counter. and order to me and told me stand in the queue. i stand in the queue and when i am get near to the window and he told me,"Come here! i'll help you!! i take ticket for you. " i believe him. After 5 minute he ask me money to buy ticket. i haven't changed so give him 200 I.C. Then he take ticket and gave me. He told me,"Go to the standard room ! and sit down! If you get some get problem told to T.T. (Train ticket checker ) he show me the train also.
Then i look at the train ticket. The ticket rate is only 115 rs. and i asked him to returned my money. He told me, i gave the money to the ticket counter . you are going in standard seat naa so that the t.t. take 200 I.C. I believe in him. He talk to the T.T. I am knowing that , He is cheating me. but don't told anything . and went to the my seat and sit. In to beside me a Nepali man was sitting. I feel so happy. I asked him. ,"Brother can you help me? where is the Koilakhat? I am going in right place naa" He replied me with angryly ya ya you are going to right place. In my same seat , There is one guy. I forget his name. But he is going to jorhat from guhawati. I talk with him and show the map and told me," its two hour far from jorhat. The train was in midway. The T.T. come to me and asked to me to show my ticket. Then i show him my ticket. He shouted,"This is the general ticket, why are you sitting here?" , I told him all the stories. "the boy cheat me. ,"he told me that , he gave you all the money and already take the whole money of ticke. I am new in india. I haven't enough money. Please try to understand my problem." i told him very sadly. But he again angry. "Give me 200 I.C.Then seat here haa. Okay make ready money , i will come back haa!!) I haven't enough money. i crush the cheater boy but what can i do in that moment. The train was running. sometime The waiters are comming and asking to us, what do you want to eat? but i haven't money so didn't eat too much, just eat limitly. and i am eating the fry maize . which is given by my mum. I miss my mum in that moment a lot. I miss my country a lot in that time. I miss my Nepaleses people a lot in that time. I miss my Nepali language to much in that time.
After the 9 hours travel the train drop me at jorhat. The time was maybe 4 P.M. I look arround. No nepalese are there. Then i asked to the people where is Koilakhat. They told me you must to went in Bokakhat Then ask some one and you will get Koilakhat. " Then i ride the bus . The day is changing into night . after one hour the bus drop down me in Bokakhat. I see the map. I am in near in Koilakhat. I asked to the people, But Nobody knows, the koilakhat. I think that i must to search the map in internet, Then i search cyber cafe. But the line is not there at that time. The owner of cyber is sitting in the front counter. , I asked him ," Excuse me sir, Can you tell me where is Koilakhat?" , He looked my face and told me,"YOu are from Bhutan?" I told him ,"no sir, i am from Nepal, sir i am getting late please can you tell me where is koilakhat?" he show me the way. Cross the way and wait for bus. The koilakhat bus will come. Ride the bus and went , after half hour you will reach Koilakhat" i feel so happy and quikly cross the road and wait for the bus. Then i eat some chatpate. After 15 min , i am waiting and waiting , the bus didn't come and a riksaw come to me," i ask him" sir can you tell me? where i can find bus for koilakhat?" he replied me," there is no bus for there. only riksaw can go there." I am getting madness, somebody are saying its near somebody are saying its far. Somebody are saying The bus can be found and somebody are saying bus can't found. I get fear and asked him,"i have listened that , in koilakhat , there can be found the coal diging work?" He looked my face carefully and asked me,"who told you , here can be found that kind of work?" i replied him,"my village friends" he aswered me," you silly!! There is can't find any kind of work. but i have listend that in shilong this kind of job can be found. But shilong is too far from here. The koilakhat is so small village." i can't think anything. i come here to earn money by looking google maps. But i came in wrong place. i ask him very sadly," Uncle i am in so trouble, I have not too much money also , Can you help me to search any kinds of work for me here?" he replied me, "sorry man. Go back to your country. In this place you can't find any kind of job.This is so poor place. Here is only poor people live. " My all hope died in that moment. My confidence are all died . and my dreams i forget. the riksaw driver went . I ride a bus at the evening time 7 P.M. Bokakhat to Golaghat. cause I know that in golaghat there is a train station. The bus is moving on and in my mind only one sentence is moving on God! please save me , i wan't to live. the night also getting dark and bus is running so quikly..........
To be continued........................ in part 5
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