The bus is moving on. In my mind is only one voice is comming,"Mum ! If i died here , i'll never sad cause in the search of success , if i died, its not worrrying thing . " i am giving powerful autosuggestion in my mind. i am trying to take my energy and the confidence. I am seeing that the darkness of night also increasing and i am looking to the sky from the window of bus. The star is shining. My dream is to become a star, a popular star but i have loss my way in that moment. after one hours journey , the bus drop me Bokakhat to Golaghat. When i drop down from bus.A boy is come to me and told me," what can i do sir for you? I think you are in trouble. I'll help you." but it didn't say anything to him. cause i know that he also cheater. he is following me. But i didn't look himself.